"A Ha moment". I didn't realize that lately i'm so mad on myself. Me, my best friend and our other friends hang out together. And there is one issue that i know forsure that i CAN'T do that. While my best friend and the other friends talking at one point i'm so MAD on myself why can't i cross that line? Become demon? Evil? So it would be easy?. May be i don't really think seriously about that but i just didn't realize that at one point at myself i'm keep pushing myself to be that person so it would be better for other specially for my best friend? days days i keep mad on myself. Now at this moment God giving me that light. Hey what is wrong with you? Sinking by feeling? Give me a break dude!. You are who you really are, take it or leave it as simple as that. Just be who you really are?. God once again please taking good care of myself not because of someone else but for myself